I had not been on due to me being scattered since Monday.i lost someone i loved...people may see losing an animal far too ridiculous,but i see it as losing someone you shared your soul with.my mates weren't going to let me mope around the house so i spent this past week with them.i have to admit that they gave me loads of love and cared for me during the day,but that didn't change the fact that i couldn't sleep at night 'cos i kept seeing her face while she was suffering.
it hurt.i couldn't sleep from crying too much,and i was also hurt to see what mates were sticking around...i guess now i know who are my acquaintances and who are the permanents :) it's good to know.
this morning my parents kidnapped me and took me to a wedding...well sort of.
they bribed me with yoshinoya,i didn't know the cousin that was getting married,and i felt like i completely lied to him when i said congrats!
during the whole ceremony i felt awkward and stupid.do they even know what they were doing?i guess...but all i kept hearing was bollocks.when...or if i ever decide to get married,it would be from complete reassurance that the person is their.
but whatever,it's their lives not mine.i went for the food and i got what i wanted.
hei hei
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