Problems

Am really exhausted, tired of everything. When will all these bothersome matters stay away from me? Whenever heard or saw something, I could pretend I am fine with that. But deep in heart, it is slicing me pieces by pieces. Still, feeling the pain like ever. Why would I still have such pain? Do I really still care? *in a mist* 真的累了，几时才可以抛开那些烦恼呢？每次看到和听到，都装着好像没那么一回事。其实心里却很痛，痛了，是因为在乎吧？搞不清楚了。

It's been many nights I kept having the same dream, no matter I am on a nap or night sleep, you are always appearing in the dream. Those dream are sweet, reminds me of those days. Once awake from sleep, only then I realized it was just a dream, a nonsense dream. Obviously, it is already impossible for those to happen. *slap*

After all, dream is still a dream. No matter what happens, they will never come true. Elaine, pls wake up!
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Disturbs

Elaine, why are you still bugging on? I know this sound stupid talking to myself but I just can't help. Have no idea whether I am still caring or being hatred towards the past thingy. 


Obviously, they are so sweet and living happily together and it seems that you are the forgotten ones already. No point bugging on the worthless, shytty thingy! He forgotten yours everything, why don't you do the same as well? There's a long way to go, lots of people awaiting for you..why not giving chances and open up the heart? Big sighed! 


No doubt, E has been rejected a few of them although they are the good ones. Sound stupid huh? Well, prolly she is not interested at all. Hope she can keep her words, never get involve again.


Hell ya, it's real mind disturbing! Why on earth IT appears to me again after all this while? Hey you, YOU are good in creating all this ups and downs to people! Should have stay firm and ignore all those bullshits at the very first place, it's my fault as well! Simply noobish! 


Hope I can spend my weekend splendidly and have a loving ones! Dumping those bullshits aside and enjoy my weekend with loved ones. Miss my babes so muchie..>.<

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Confusion

Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past. 
Is this true? Or perhaps erasing the memories? Doubt~
Was browsing through those day's pictures from Year1 Sem1 from my pendrive, since am looking for spaces to store my latest picture folders. Looking back to the past, I laughed. A lot of funny, happy, joy and sad moments. All locked in the pictures we've taken. 
Found out a lot of MSN Print Screen pictures, never thought there are this much of pictures taken until I view them today. These pictures make me smile and feel sweet, but that was already a past thingy. No point thinking and my friend asked me:" Are you going to delete the pictures?" I can't even utter a word. Seriously, I do not know what to do. No doubt, I am still loving the pictures although they were taken by mobile phones, not any high end cameras or so. 
How are you doing?
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Guilt-Ridden & The Knocks

Feeling guilty
I am so sorry


Sorry Mom for leaving u alone for 2 nights






A huge letdown
My apology on that
Still, hope to achieve that
MISS
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Mind Tortures

Mind torturing
It is part of human cycle
This is life


To ease
Close your eyes
Relax the mind
Listen to the heart
Listen to sentimental
Open up the heart
Inhale & exhale


p/s: It appears when you do not wish to see
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